I know beyond any doubt there is a God who cares, who is here, and is powerful.
My knowledge isn’t based on others accounts or even on the faith I have clung to my entire life. No, I KNOW this because HE has proven He is.
Last Thursday is a day I will never forget. I took my 15 yr old daughter, Marie, in for a checkup and to make a very long story short (and to not break confidence) we were told she might not have a uterus or cervix.
I reacted as any mother would. In front of Marie I put on my brave face and talked about the positive things this syndrome would offer: no cycles, no hormone fluxes, no stretch marks, the chance to be a surgeon without worrying about splitting her time between work and her children, etc.. I searched for any positive thing I could find. We prayed that God would create a miracle or if this was the road Marie was asked to travel, He would give her the strength and ability to live a full life despite the issues.
But in my private time, once Marie and Jeff were in bed, I bawled. I yelled at God and screamed at the unjustness. I was doubled over and broken. How could this happen? God why?
I felt my mind calm and heard “I’ve got this all under control.”
“But God,” I argued. “How? How did we not know? Why? While she was in my womb why wasn’t hers formed?”
“Andrea, I formed her in your womb. I know the why and the how. Will you let me show you? Do you trust me to be faithful?” It was like a bomb of peace hit me full force.
Did I trust Him to create a child with handicaps knowing full well the issues she would have? Did I trust him to hold her and direct her through the trials she would face? In our other trials He has been there with us and has protected her heart and mind, what would keep Him from doing the same in this extreme circumstance?
So I wiped my tears, caught my breath and went to bed. My mind was still reeling from everything, and I usually need to read to calm my mind before sleep will come.
At that time I was reading a pre-released book I was asked to review and blog about. Isn’t it God that the book would be Fearless by Max Lucado, a book chosen for me weeks ago?
I picked it up and opened to chapter 5. Each chapter begins with a scripture and this one was Luke 8:50 “Do not fear. Just believe and your daughter will be well.” (NCV) The tears flowed freely as I read the chapter and I was able to sleep well knowing that Christ was with us and cared. Goose bumps prickle my body when I remember this gift.
The next morning I went to Marie and showed her the chapter. "He does know what's going on," She said. WOW!
Over the next few days, life was far from normal. I fought to treat my little girl as I always have, but when I walked past a pregnant woman, I would break down crying. My dreams of watching my daughter grow big with my grandchild, might never be. I wanted to close her away in our home and pretend there was nothing wrong. Normal life day in and out does not allow us to pretend. When my thoughts would go to that dark place I would hear, “Marie will be well. Allow me to show you my faithfulness.”
Yesterday we had Marie’s ultrasound. To quote the ultrasound tech, “Everything is there.” She is well!
We are unsure if it is a Miracle or if her parts were there all along, either way I know God was with us to calm our hearts and minds. He was there showing us His faithfulness.
Through the coming trials that life brings, I can say that He is faithful and will be faithful. I know without a doubt He is here.
My heart aches for the girls who are suffering with the syndrome we thought Marie had. The families who will never hear those three words, "She is well." My heart aches for their mothers. Please know I am praying God will meet you where you are and give you grace and mercy, that He will pave the road for a bright and wonderful future.
No matter where you are, or what you face, please know that He is there. He can see and He loves you, no matter what. Through what ever your trial is, He is willing to give you His peace.
Blessings
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Monday, August 17, 2009
New Update on my Aunt Becki:
I have just been sent a new update on my Aunt Becki who is in the middle of Chemo for lung and kidney cancer.
Please keep her in your prayers.
Buffalo You-Tube Links: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rS7misT3Mag&feature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LU8DDYz68kM
Dear Buffaloes,
I write you this prayer update with great praise on my lips and in my heart for what God is doing in this process. I see Becki almost daily and it is evident she is gaining strength. We also praise God that the often-devastating side effects of treatment have been minimal.
Melinda Scott has organized this weekend as a “Global Weekend of Prayer for Becki!” The insights that are already pouring forth from this are amazing. Our sincere thanks to all of you involved in these three days of prayer and fasting.
Becki and I have a mutual friend, which many of you who receive this may also know. Maggie and Rich Taylor currently serve as senior pastors in Flagstaff, AZ and have served our Foursquare family as missionaries. John and Becki Rusk were senior pastors of this Flagstaff church just prior to Maggie and Rich Taylor. This week Maggie underwent a double mastectomy and many of us who have prayed for Becki have now joined ranks in praying for Maggie.
Only this morning I received a message from Maggie’s daughter with this quote from Maggie, “This is what it feels like to be lowered down on the mat through the roof tiles to Jesus by your friends.” What an amazing example in the Word. These words brought tears to my eyes as I could just see the picture in my mind and heart. I love that God asks us to carry each other. For both Maggie and Becki, many people are committed to pray and “carry a rope to help them through the roof to Jesus!”
I want to take a moment and thank each of you for your prayer support. John and Becki truly appreciate you.
There is an importance of our continued and steadfast commitment in this matter. I ask you at this hour to remain like a soldier who stands watch in the night. The “Word” we hide in our hearts regarding Becki is total and complete healing. Yet, we know in Mark 4 that the enemy comes “immediately” (vs. 15) to steal that Word. If that does not work, then we see he comes “afterward” (vs. 17) to cause us to stumble in the Word, and if these tactics do not work, he attempts to “choke” (vs. 19) the Word out of us. Knowing that the enemy wants to steal the Word from us we must remain strong in our faith.
Our position of faith is seen in the story of the four friends when the Word indicates (Mark 2) that “Jesus saw their (friends) faith” and this is when the miraculous was released! As I conclude the remarks for this communication I am struck by the last words of the text surrounding the story of the four friends, “…all were amazed and glorified God, saying, We never saw anything like this!”
Partnering Together in the Miraculous,
MEDICAL REPORT UPDATE FOR BECKI RUSK
• TREATMENTS: Becki has concluded three chemo treatments and is doing well with the process.
• DR. COMP: Becki will see Dr. Comp, the pulmonary specialist, on Monday, August 17. This doctor is a wonderful Christian man whom we know personally and we are all looking forward to his involvement in the case. We continue to thank God for the amazing medical team that has come together for Becki.
• REPORTS: It will be another 5-7 weeks before additional scans are taken. Therefore, we will not have medical reports showing shrinkage and/or removal of the spots from her lungs until that time. We always have the “report of the Lord!”
SPECIFIC PRAYER REQUESTS
• MAGGIE TAYLOR: Becki asks that you pray for her friend and co-laborer in ministry, Maggie Taylor, as she recovers from the double mastectomy.
• CANCER FREE: These are the days that we “hold our ground” that Becki’s body be completely cancer free.
• SIDE EFFECTS: The drugs that the doctors are using in Becki’s body can cause side effects that could damage other organs in her body. Please pray that her other vital organs remain healthy.
• MINISTRY: John will return to Africa on Wednesday for a short ministry trip (8/19-9/3). He will travel with Rev. Richard Casteel. Pray for both of them as they minister with local leaders in churches and at the Namibian national conference. Becki is asking God how best to utilize the time she has at home to be most effective in the furtherance of the gospel. Pray for both of them as they make ministry adjustments in this season. The enemy wants this couple down but we stand with them in the Spirit to release even greater measures of ministry in this hour.
• SOUTH AFRICA: The national leader of the Foursquare work in South Africa, Pastor Xavier Andriansse and his wife Heather, will travel in the fall to the US. During their stay with us we will discuss the specifics of how to pray for the extended work in South Africa and Southern Africa in general. Please pray for Pastor Xavier as he seeks God. We are asking God to download spiritual strategies to reach farther than ever before with the work of the ministry. There is currently a strong focus on the 2010 Soccer World Cup Outreach. Please pray on these matters and also for the many teams from Foursquare churches all over the world that will travel to South Africa for this opportunity of extended ministry.
Marion
Please keep her in your prayers.
Buffalo You-Tube Links: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rS7misT3Mag&feature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LU8DDYz68kM
Dear Buffaloes,
I write you this prayer update with great praise on my lips and in my heart for what God is doing in this process. I see Becki almost daily and it is evident she is gaining strength. We also praise God that the often-devastating side effects of treatment have been minimal.
Melinda Scott has organized this weekend as a “Global Weekend of Prayer for Becki!” The insights that are already pouring forth from this are amazing. Our sincere thanks to all of you involved in these three days of prayer and fasting.
Becki and I have a mutual friend, which many of you who receive this may also know. Maggie and Rich Taylor currently serve as senior pastors in Flagstaff, AZ and have served our Foursquare family as missionaries. John and Becki Rusk were senior pastors of this Flagstaff church just prior to Maggie and Rich Taylor. This week Maggie underwent a double mastectomy and many of us who have prayed for Becki have now joined ranks in praying for Maggie.
Only this morning I received a message from Maggie’s daughter with this quote from Maggie, “This is what it feels like to be lowered down on the mat through the roof tiles to Jesus by your friends.” What an amazing example in the Word. These words brought tears to my eyes as I could just see the picture in my mind and heart. I love that God asks us to carry each other. For both Maggie and Becki, many people are committed to pray and “carry a rope to help them through the roof to Jesus!”
I want to take a moment and thank each of you for your prayer support. John and Becki truly appreciate you.
There is an importance of our continued and steadfast commitment in this matter. I ask you at this hour to remain like a soldier who stands watch in the night. The “Word” we hide in our hearts regarding Becki is total and complete healing. Yet, we know in Mark 4 that the enemy comes “immediately” (vs. 15) to steal that Word. If that does not work, then we see he comes “afterward” (vs. 17) to cause us to stumble in the Word, and if these tactics do not work, he attempts to “choke” (vs. 19) the Word out of us. Knowing that the enemy wants to steal the Word from us we must remain strong in our faith.
Our position of faith is seen in the story of the four friends when the Word indicates (Mark 2) that “Jesus saw their (friends) faith” and this is when the miraculous was released! As I conclude the remarks for this communication I am struck by the last words of the text surrounding the story of the four friends, “…all were amazed and glorified God, saying, We never saw anything like this!”
Partnering Together in the Miraculous,
MEDICAL REPORT UPDATE FOR BECKI RUSK
• TREATMENTS: Becki has concluded three chemo treatments and is doing well with the process.
• DR. COMP: Becki will see Dr. Comp, the pulmonary specialist, on Monday, August 17. This doctor is a wonderful Christian man whom we know personally and we are all looking forward to his involvement in the case. We continue to thank God for the amazing medical team that has come together for Becki.
• REPORTS: It will be another 5-7 weeks before additional scans are taken. Therefore, we will not have medical reports showing shrinkage and/or removal of the spots from her lungs until that time. We always have the “report of the Lord!”
SPECIFIC PRAYER REQUESTS
• MAGGIE TAYLOR: Becki asks that you pray for her friend and co-laborer in ministry, Maggie Taylor, as she recovers from the double mastectomy.
• CANCER FREE: These are the days that we “hold our ground” that Becki’s body be completely cancer free.
• SIDE EFFECTS: The drugs that the doctors are using in Becki’s body can cause side effects that could damage other organs in her body. Please pray that her other vital organs remain healthy.
• MINISTRY: John will return to Africa on Wednesday for a short ministry trip (8/19-9/3). He will travel with Rev. Richard Casteel. Pray for both of them as they minister with local leaders in churches and at the Namibian national conference. Becki is asking God how best to utilize the time she has at home to be most effective in the furtherance of the gospel. Pray for both of them as they make ministry adjustments in this season. The enemy wants this couple down but we stand with them in the Spirit to release even greater measures of ministry in this hour.
• SOUTH AFRICA: The national leader of the Foursquare work in South Africa, Pastor Xavier Andriansse and his wife Heather, will travel in the fall to the US. During their stay with us we will discuss the specifics of how to pray for the extended work in South Africa and Southern Africa in general. Please pray for Pastor Xavier as he seeks God. We are asking God to download spiritual strategies to reach farther than ever before with the work of the ministry. There is currently a strong focus on the 2010 Soccer World Cup Outreach. Please pray on these matters and also for the many teams from Foursquare churches all over the world that will travel to South Africa for this opportunity of extended ministry.
Marion
Monday, August 3, 2009
Words
Each morning I start my day with a devotional and quiet time with my maker.
For the past few months I have been using Jesus Calling by Sarah Young, which is the best devotional I have ever found. I blogged about the book here.
Today the lesson was on words and how they can easily bless or wound.
As a writer, wife, mother and friend, I am constantly reminded of the power of my words. I have watched them bring a smile and sadly I have also watched them bring pain.
As a Christian, my words have much more power than to bring pain or joy. Our sermon at church yesterday, was about the power of prayer. When I pray, Christ says I am able to open and close doors.
What’s the connection?
Have you ever had someone say something which led the way to great joy? -Words that literally opened the door in your mind to new possibilities.
How about the flip side; have you ever been told something that slammed a door in your face and closed off all possibility of moving forward?
Words, they are powerful.
My mother taught me to be quick to listen, slow to speak, and slow to anger. She was handed this advice from the Bible. Proverbs 12:18, James 1:19, and Ephesians 4:29 all give us clear directions on what we say.
It hurts to realize I frequently do the opposite of what I have been taught AND what I strive to teach my own children.
So how do I go forward? How do I change something that seems to be a large part of who I am?
Hello, they are my thoughts!
Only through words- Ironic, I know!
I must be humble and ask Christ to direct my thinking. Pure thoughts bring pure actions. Speaking is an action.
He has promised to help when I ask. By asking Him to help me out, I am opening a door for Him to pour out direction. -Which most likely means MANY more chances to learn how to direct my thoughts and words.
Hope you have a great week.
For the past few months I have been using Jesus Calling by Sarah Young, which is the best devotional I have ever found. I blogged about the book here.
Today the lesson was on words and how they can easily bless or wound.
As a writer, wife, mother and friend, I am constantly reminded of the power of my words. I have watched them bring a smile and sadly I have also watched them bring pain.
As a Christian, my words have much more power than to bring pain or joy. Our sermon at church yesterday, was about the power of prayer. When I pray, Christ says I am able to open and close doors.
What’s the connection?
Have you ever had someone say something which led the way to great joy? -Words that literally opened the door in your mind to new possibilities.
How about the flip side; have you ever been told something that slammed a door in your face and closed off all possibility of moving forward?
Words, they are powerful.
My mother taught me to be quick to listen, slow to speak, and slow to anger. She was handed this advice from the Bible. Proverbs 12:18, James 1:19, and Ephesians 4:29 all give us clear directions on what we say.
It hurts to realize I frequently do the opposite of what I have been taught AND what I strive to teach my own children.
So how do I go forward? How do I change something that seems to be a large part of who I am?
Hello, they are my thoughts!
Only through words- Ironic, I know!
I must be humble and ask Christ to direct my thinking. Pure thoughts bring pure actions. Speaking is an action.
He has promised to help when I ask. By asking Him to help me out, I am opening a door for Him to pour out direction. -Which most likely means MANY more chances to learn how to direct my thoughts and words.
Hope you have a great week.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Reviewing Last Week
Last week ended up being SO much busier than I had planned, but even so I accomplished everything I set out to do.
On Tuesday a good friend from Germany came for a little visit and brought her children. It was heartwarming to see our kids playing in the lake together and God always amazes me when my girlfriends and I get together after being parted. We were able to pick up where we left off and fill each other in on all the family and Germany news.
The same night my family got a surprise visit from my mom, step-dad and niece. They were flying home to AZ from Canada and got bumped in DC. -oh the joy of being a SWA employee- I'm so very glad that we live by a SWA hub because they caught the next flight to Norfolk and stayed for the night. It was a quick but wonderful visit.
On Wednesday Jeff had his class over for a BB-Q. It was nice to see his students and their families. We do this for each class. So every three months a new group troops in and spends a few hours playing in the lake and eating. Jeff teaches a military course at the local Staff College. They are all adults but some of them bring their spouses and children. It's great to meet them and play with their kids.
I accomplished all of my work goals last week, including sending out 5 queries.
I have received one pass and on Saturday I had a request for a partial! Yeah! I should find out within the next 3 to 6 weeks if this agent would like to represent me.
My WIP got a few hours out of me. I'm still doing research and playing around with the plot. It's coming together, slower than my other works but this one is such a work of heart, and those take time. Yeah!
My SINC group loved the Web site I put together for them. I am putting on all of our member info and will share it when I am finished.
I worked out all but Wednesday when I had a deep tissue massage that had me sore and in pain. But I did work out every other day last week. I am starting to feel more like my old self who was in GREAT shape. -before my back injuries and laziness hit! I'm not quite there yet but it is happening.
This week is full of FUN and friends. No work allowed! -besides this post-
My best friend's husband is retiring from a prestigious Military career. Which includes a few deployments, command time and he has been working at the White House for the last five years. When you retire from The White House they throw you a HUGE retirement party and we have been invited! I can't tell you how proud we are of him and his service to our country. We plan to PARTY with him and his family.
I hope to snap some photos to show you next week.
Please keep my aunt Becki and friend Kate McRae in your prayers. They are battling cancer and the fight is far from over. Both start treatment this week and we are praying for healing and strength.
Thanks for visiting me and I look forward to hearing about your week and the goals you accomplished.
On Tuesday a good friend from Germany came for a little visit and brought her children. It was heartwarming to see our kids playing in the lake together and God always amazes me when my girlfriends and I get together after being parted. We were able to pick up where we left off and fill each other in on all the family and Germany news.
The same night my family got a surprise visit from my mom, step-dad and niece. They were flying home to AZ from Canada and got bumped in DC. -oh the joy of being a SWA employee- I'm so very glad that we live by a SWA hub because they caught the next flight to Norfolk and stayed for the night. It was a quick but wonderful visit.
On Wednesday Jeff had his class over for a BB-Q. It was nice to see his students and their families. We do this for each class. So every three months a new group troops in and spends a few hours playing in the lake and eating. Jeff teaches a military course at the local Staff College. They are all adults but some of them bring their spouses and children. It's great to meet them and play with their kids.
I accomplished all of my work goals last week, including sending out 5 queries.
I have received one pass and on Saturday I had a request for a partial! Yeah! I should find out within the next 3 to 6 weeks if this agent would like to represent me.
My WIP got a few hours out of me. I'm still doing research and playing around with the plot. It's coming together, slower than my other works but this one is such a work of heart, and those take time. Yeah!
My SINC group loved the Web site I put together for them. I am putting on all of our member info and will share it when I am finished.
I worked out all but Wednesday when I had a deep tissue massage that had me sore and in pain. But I did work out every other day last week. I am starting to feel more like my old self who was in GREAT shape. -before my back injuries and laziness hit! I'm not quite there yet but it is happening.
This week is full of FUN and friends. No work allowed! -besides this post-
My best friend's husband is retiring from a prestigious Military career. Which includes a few deployments, command time and he has been working at the White House for the last five years. When you retire from The White House they throw you a HUGE retirement party and we have been invited! I can't tell you how proud we are of him and his service to our country. We plan to PARTY with him and his family.
I hope to snap some photos to show you next week.
Please keep my aunt Becki and friend Kate McRae in your prayers. They are battling cancer and the fight is far from over. Both start treatment this week and we are praying for healing and strength.
Thanks for visiting me and I look forward to hearing about your week and the goals you accomplished.
Friday, July 17, 2009
Mmmm... Curry Chicken
I can't tell you how happy I am when I have made a meal my entire family likes.
Tonight it was Curry Chicken.
My recipe is a mixture of a few other recipes that I have found.
Marinade
2 Tbs. red curry paste
1 can coconut milk
2 Tbs olive oil
2 limes
1 pinch salt
1 pinch pepper
2 Tbs cilantro- I use dried for the marinade because it does not turn black.
5 chicken breasts cut into bite size chunks
Mix the above and marinate the chicken for at least 2 hours. -I like to mix it all in the morning and let it sit until dinner time.
1 can bamboo shoots
1 can water chestnuts
2 Tbs. sesame oil
1 can coconut milk
1 bunch fresh cilantro
1 Tbs red curry paste
Chop the shoots and chestnuts into smallish pieces. -I use my food processor.
Brown them in the oil and then set them aside.
Add more oil to the pan.
Using a slotted spoon, remove half the chicken from the marinade and cook on medium until just barely cooked.
Remove onto a serving plate and set aside.
Cook the remainder of the chicken the same way and when barely done place it in the microwave to keep warm.
Add the marinade to the pan and boil down a bit.
Add the chopped shoots and chestnuts.
Add the second can of coconut milk.
Add curry paste (not needed if you like less spicy curry)and allow to boil down until thick.
(I have had this with mini corn, peas and other veggies. Add what you like after you remove the chicken. Allow it to cook in the marinade.)
Pour the marinade over the chicken and sprinkle the cilantro on top.
I like to serve with Romaine lettuce leaves and sticky rice. I place the rice on the leaves and spoon the chicken and sauce over it all. Then I roll the lettuce up and enjoy.
Enjoy! Tell me if you make it and how it turns out.
Tonight it was Curry Chicken.
My recipe is a mixture of a few other recipes that I have found.
Marinade
2 Tbs. red curry paste
1 can coconut milk
2 Tbs olive oil
2 limes
1 pinch salt
1 pinch pepper
2 Tbs cilantro- I use dried for the marinade because it does not turn black.
5 chicken breasts cut into bite size chunks
Mix the above and marinate the chicken for at least 2 hours. -I like to mix it all in the morning and let it sit until dinner time.
1 can bamboo shoots
1 can water chestnuts
2 Tbs. sesame oil
1 can coconut milk
1 bunch fresh cilantro
1 Tbs red curry paste
Chop the shoots and chestnuts into smallish pieces. -I use my food processor.
Brown them in the oil and then set them aside.
Add more oil to the pan.
Using a slotted spoon, remove half the chicken from the marinade and cook on medium until just barely cooked.
Remove onto a serving plate and set aside.
Cook the remainder of the chicken the same way and when barely done place it in the microwave to keep warm.
Add the marinade to the pan and boil down a bit.
Add the chopped shoots and chestnuts.
Add the second can of coconut milk.
Add curry paste (not needed if you like less spicy curry)and allow to boil down until thick.
(I have had this with mini corn, peas and other veggies. Add what you like after you remove the chicken. Allow it to cook in the marinade.)
Pour the marinade over the chicken and sprinkle the cilantro on top.
I like to serve with Romaine lettuce leaves and sticky rice. I place the rice on the leaves and spoon the chicken and sauce over it all. Then I roll the lettuce up and enjoy.
Enjoy! Tell me if you make it and how it turns out.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
The Week Ahead...
This week will be a busy one! I have posted my writing goals over at my Quips & Quotes blog.
On the Home front there are MANY things going on.
~Josh starts football practice this week! He is psyched and so are we. I am a little concerned about him getting hurt, but know that I couldn't hold him back if I tried.
~A girlfriend from Germany is coming over for a visit tomorrow. I can't wait! We have not seen her and her children in over 18 months. ~update and photos will be posted on Wed.
~We are throwing another class BBQ this Wed. Jeff just loves having his classes over and I enjoy meeting all his students and their families.
~My girlfriend's little girl Kate will be having a few procedures this week. Please keep them in your prayers and thoughts. Holly is in great need of strength and peace so she can pass them on to little Kate. You can follow their progress on www.prayforkate.com
On the Home front there are MANY things going on.
~Josh starts football practice this week! He is psyched and so are we. I am a little concerned about him getting hurt, but know that I couldn't hold him back if I tried.
~A girlfriend from Germany is coming over for a visit tomorrow. I can't wait! We have not seen her and her children in over 18 months. ~update and photos will be posted on Wed.
~We are throwing another class BBQ this Wed. Jeff just loves having his classes over and I enjoy meeting all his students and their families.
~My girlfriend's little girl Kate will be having a few procedures this week. Please keep them in your prayers and thoughts. Holly is in great need of strength and peace so she can pass them on to little Kate. You can follow their progress on www.prayforkate.com
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Fifteen Years ago Today...
My beautiful Marie was born.
I will never forget the difficulties surrounding us while I was pregnant with her. We went into labor over 2 1/2 months early and fought daily to keep her inside my womb. The Dr's tried med after med and they would work for a little while then stop.
When my body could hold her no longer the fears of delivering a preemie 5 1/2 weeks early hit full force. I was not able to be moved to a hospital with preemie care and if Marie had problems they would have to rush her to a local German hospital which did not have a NICU either, but had better care than the little ARMY hospital I was in.
The delivery went well, but when she came out I was able to see her for only a few minutes before they whisked her away from me and put her under oxygen. I remember watching the nurses and Doctors working on her, shaking her and me begging God to make her strong. The cheers when she she started breathing well and her color improved are memories I will always cherish! Her screaming cries were a blessing to my ears. God is so good.
Fifteen years later it is hard to believe how fast time has gone. She is such a beautiful person inside and out. She loves Jesus and is seeking His will in her life. At the moment she is preparing for a career as a Pediatric Surgeon. She is taking courses for High school students that the local Medical College gives. She amazes us as she walks up to a cadaver, picks up a heart and calmly points out the different parts! Yup, that's Marie! Strong and determined.
She loves kids and is fun to be around. She is fought over by neighbors she babysits for because she is that good with kids. I'm told by many that she is a good friend.
Marie, I am so thankful you are in my life. Being your mother has taught me so much. You and your brother will always be the best gifts your father and I have been blessed with.
I can't wait to see how the next 15 years will shape you.
Love you sweetie!
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
A Few Updates
Hi All, Sorry I have not posted lately. Some weeks just seem to rush by!
Have you ever felt like you are constantly putting out fires? Some weeks -like this past week- I get singed!
My aunt is recouping nicely. There are many hurdles for her to jump in recovery. The surgery was a miracle all in it's own. The info can be found on the right side under the Maniac4Missions blog. Please keep her in your prayers.
Little Kate McRae is healing but still has a very long road to travel. The Dr's were only able to remove 50% of the brain tumor. It is the aggressive malignant type and the future is unknown at the moment. She is still having difficulties moving her right side and words are not easily obtained. Please follow her progress on www.PrayforKate.com
For those of you who know about the trial we are involved in, it is on hold until Aug 31st. The state of Virginia has decided to prosecute a man who verbally assaulted my child. It is so interesting how this man keeps getting his way. He is out on bail AND now the trial is continued. I know God is attempting to teach us patience and more, but we had placed our lives on PAUSE waiting for this to be over and the continuance really threw me for a loop. I am being reminded daily that I have no control over this.
With all of the above I just want to throw my hands in the air and cry for Mercy. It makes me wonder if that is part of the lesson I'm supposed to learn through these trials. I am unable to handle this alone, but God has provided His peace, friends and loved ones to help. I cherish you more than you can imagine.
Thank You to those who are praying for the above issues. In a few months or years I know we will look back and see the hand of God through it all. I am praying that I can get out of the way and just allow God to work.
Have you ever felt like you are constantly putting out fires? Some weeks -like this past week- I get singed!
My aunt is recouping nicely. There are many hurdles for her to jump in recovery. The surgery was a miracle all in it's own. The info can be found on the right side under the Maniac4Missions blog. Please keep her in your prayers.
Little Kate McRae is healing but still has a very long road to travel. The Dr's were only able to remove 50% of the brain tumor. It is the aggressive malignant type and the future is unknown at the moment. She is still having difficulties moving her right side and words are not easily obtained. Please follow her progress on www.PrayforKate.com
For those of you who know about the trial we are involved in, it is on hold until Aug 31st. The state of Virginia has decided to prosecute a man who verbally assaulted my child. It is so interesting how this man keeps getting his way. He is out on bail AND now the trial is continued. I know God is attempting to teach us patience and more, but we had placed our lives on PAUSE waiting for this to be over and the continuance really threw me for a loop. I am being reminded daily that I have no control over this.
With all of the above I just want to throw my hands in the air and cry for Mercy. It makes me wonder if that is part of the lesson I'm supposed to learn through these trials. I am unable to handle this alone, but God has provided His peace, friends and loved ones to help. I cherish you more than you can imagine.
Thank You to those who are praying for the above issues. In a few months or years I know we will look back and see the hand of God through it all. I am praying that I can get out of the way and just allow God to work.
Friday, July 3, 2009
Please Continue to Pray!
Kate is out of surgery but things aren't looking good. She has not moved her right side and needs our prayer!
They are talking about taking her into another MRI ASAP.
Updates can be found here
Her parents are asking for your prayers. See them here
I just found out that even Dr. Phil has requested prayer for her and the McRae family. Amazing how the prayer net is growing in leaps and bounds!
They are talking about taking her into another MRI ASAP.
Updates can be found here
Her parents are asking for your prayers. See them here
I just found out that even Dr. Phil has requested prayer for her and the McRae family. Amazing how the prayer net is growing in leaps and bounds!
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Mercy...
God, Today we are begging for your mercy.
Not for ourselves but for a wonderful little girl named Kate.
Lord, she is only 5 and I know you know her well.
She sings beautiful songs to you daily and her smile holds all the promise of a child's faith.
Her mother and father dedicated her to you as an infant; knowing that You are the great Father who loves her more than any human.
Please have mercy on her now. The Doctors have said the tumor in her brain is malignant and aggressive.
Lord, really? Malignant, aggressive- in your child? In Kate?
Please touch her with your healing power. Remove this horrible growth and make her whole again.
We ask you to show the thousands praying for her your power. We believe you still preform Miracles. Lord we're waiting. Lord we're watching. Lord we are gathered and know you are here.
Be with her parents, sister and brother. Grant them your peace that passes all understanding.
Lord please heal Kate. Grant her your mercy.
Monday, June 15, 2009
Please Pray
Hi All,
I am preparing for our vacation and am so happy that we found someone to care for our home and our pets.
Our vacation plans have changed drastically over the past 4 days.
My Aunt (the one I blogged about who is a missionary in So. Africa- her Maniac 4 Missions blog can be found on the right.) has been diagnosed with cancer. The severity is not known but spots were found on her kidneys, lungs, and other places. She will be traveling to AZ while we are there and we will be blessed to spend time with her.
The same day we found out about my Aunt, my sister got news that her SIL has severe cervical cancer. She is only 23 and has two small children.
Our family is sitting in a state of shock and asking God to show us His plans.
I am amazed at His timing and that for the first time in years, I will be able to be with my family and help out where needed.
I intend to blog while I am gone, but not sure how often.
Please keep these wonderful women and their families in your prayers.
God has a plan in all of this and I can’t wait to see and share with you the brilliance of it.
I am preparing for our vacation and am so happy that we found someone to care for our home and our pets.
Our vacation plans have changed drastically over the past 4 days.
My Aunt (the one I blogged about who is a missionary in So. Africa- her Maniac 4 Missions blog can be found on the right.) has been diagnosed with cancer. The severity is not known but spots were found on her kidneys, lungs, and other places. She will be traveling to AZ while we are there and we will be blessed to spend time with her.
The same day we found out about my Aunt, my sister got news that her SIL has severe cervical cancer. She is only 23 and has two small children.
Our family is sitting in a state of shock and asking God to show us His plans.
I am amazed at His timing and that for the first time in years, I will be able to be with my family and help out where needed.
I intend to blog while I am gone, but not sure how often.
Please keep these wonderful women and their families in your prayers.
God has a plan in all of this and I can’t wait to see and share with you the brilliance of it.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
45 Lessons Life Teaches
I just got this from my Mother-in-law. Each and every lesson is monumental!
Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland,
Ohio
"To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught
me. It is the most-requested column I've ever written."
My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once
more:
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your=2
0friends and
parents will. Stay in touch.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their
journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God
never blinks.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one
is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no
for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie.
Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ
is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words 'In five years,
will this matter?'
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time - time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of "who God is", not because of anything you
did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's,we'd
grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come.
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. Yield.
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.
Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland,
Ohio
"To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught
me. It is the most-requested column I've ever written."
My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once
more:
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your=2
0friends and
parents will. Stay in touch.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their
journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God
never blinks.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one
is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no
for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie.
Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ
is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words 'In five years,
will this matter?'
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time - time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of "who God is", not because of anything you
did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's,we'd
grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come.
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. Yield.
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Entering an Audio Book Contest
A fellow blogger is giving away an audio book that I would LOVE to have for my trip to AZ! Check it out here: http://tinyurl.com/p43r72
Did you see my comment? Hahaha!
Did you see my comment? Hahaha!
Saturday, May 30, 2009
ONE YEAR AGO
I am having my own little celebration this weekend.
Exactly ONE year ago Jeff (my husband of over 15 years) returned from Iraq, healthy and in one piece.
It brings tears to my eyes and makes my breath catch to remember the moment I saw him return from war. (He was SO buff and tanned a dark brown ~makes me melt a little thinking about it!)
Unless you have experienced it, you will never understand. Having someone you love, more than anything or anyone else, return from a place where each moment could be their last is such a blessing!
The next time you see or talk to a Service Member or their family, please make sure you thank them for their sacrifices.
Exactly ONE year ago Jeff (my husband of over 15 years) returned from Iraq, healthy and in one piece.
It brings tears to my eyes and makes my breath catch to remember the moment I saw him return from war. (He was SO buff and tanned a dark brown ~makes me melt a little thinking about it!)
Unless you have experienced it, you will never understand. Having someone you love, more than anything or anyone else, return from a place where each moment could be their last is such a blessing!
The next time you see or talk to a Service Member or their family, please make sure you thank them for their sacrifices.
Throwing a Retirement and Deployment Party......
Right this moment, we are awaiting about 20 friends from Jeff's office.
Being in the Military causes such close friendships with those we serve side by side with. One of Jeff's teaching partners is retiring and another is being deployed. Our prayers are going out to their families through these changes.
We have bitter sweet feelings about these friends leaving. We have had a great year getting to know them and Jeff has such fond memories of the classes they have co-taught. We would love to see them stay here in VA, but know that they are going where God and the Military want them.
So what do we do to send them off?
Can you say PAARRRRRTY?
I'll post some pix later.
Being in the Military causes such close friendships with those we serve side by side with. One of Jeff's teaching partners is retiring and another is being deployed. Our prayers are going out to their families through these changes.
We have bitter sweet feelings about these friends leaving. We have had a great year getting to know them and Jeff has such fond memories of the classes they have co-taught. We would love to see them stay here in VA, but know that they are going where God and the Military want them.
So what do we do to send them off?
Can you say PAARRRRRTY?
I'll post some pix later.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Swindled.....
Sorry I haven't kept up with this site! Needless to say it has been a difficult, nutso and crazy month.
The Good: We had company about 2 weeks ago and a great party with Jeff's students.
The OK: I am recovering from hand surgery to get rid of a ganglion cyst in my ring finger. -more info can be found on my writers blog-
The BAD- We were swindled! Yup SWINDLED, robbed, taken; how many other words can I use? -don't get me started!
See this beautiful Jeep?
Well we paid for it and it should be ours but guess what? The person we bought it from had stollen someones Ebay identity and ran away with the $. We had checked with e-bay 4 times and confirmed with what we thought was E-bay to find out that this guy was slick. He and his friends had not only hacked Ebay but they ALSO created a whole Ebay site that we were diverted to from then on - even for the payment! UGGGG!
All the info has been sent to the FBI and we most likely will NEVER see the $ again. Sad, I know.
So that has been our month in short. I'm praying that June will be SO much better!
The Good: We had company about 2 weeks ago and a great party with Jeff's students.
The OK: I am recovering from hand surgery to get rid of a ganglion cyst in my ring finger. -more info can be found on my writers blog-
The BAD- We were swindled! Yup SWINDLED, robbed, taken; how many other words can I use? -don't get me started!
See this beautiful Jeep?
Well we paid for it and it should be ours but guess what? The person we bought it from had stollen someones Ebay identity and ran away with the $. We had checked with e-bay 4 times and confirmed with what we thought was E-bay to find out that this guy was slick. He and his friends had not only hacked Ebay but they ALSO created a whole Ebay site that we were diverted to from then on - even for the payment! UGGGG!
All the info has been sent to the FBI and we most likely will NEVER see the $ again. Sad, I know.
So that has been our month in short. I'm praying that June will be SO much better!
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Wonderful Week
As this week comes to a close, I am reflecting on all the wonderful joys shared with family and friends.
Movie nights, lunches with pals, dinners with close friends, hours spent on the patio in the sun....... and the list goes on and on.
The kids had a great week back to school. ~no morning complaints either! Yeah!
We are so very blessed to be living in a wonderful Country where we are able to worship how we choose.
Today's service at www.newlifeprovidence.com was amazing! The worship, fellowship and message were so to the point.
I pray you had a wonderful week also and that next week will hold even more promise!
Blessings
Movie nights, lunches with pals, dinners with close friends, hours spent on the patio in the sun....... and the list goes on and on.
The kids had a great week back to school. ~no morning complaints either! Yeah!
We are so very blessed to be living in a wonderful Country where we are able to worship how we choose.
Today's service at www.newlifeprovidence.com was amazing! The worship, fellowship and message were so to the point.
I pray you had a wonderful week also and that next week will hold even more promise!
Blessings
Sunday, April 19, 2009
My Sister
Today was such a great day! Yesterday I passed my book The One on to my sister Leah. I wanted to text her this AM to see what she thought, but really hate it when people do that to me. So I let it sit. She called me at about noon just gushing about my book!
She gave me the BEST compliment she could have ever given me, "I have to keep reminding myself that you wrote this!"
It makes me tear up remembering it!
When Marie, my 14 yr old daughter said that, I cried too. But that was different. She believes I can do anything! Isn't that why we have kids?
I just have to say how tickled I am that I was able to give my sister something to make her smile and pass a few hours. I know Anthony, her husband, will be thrilled when she is finished with the book because she has most likely closed herself away from the world!
Of which I am honored.
Leah, I am SO thankful you are my sister! You Rock!
She gave me the BEST compliment she could have ever given me, "I have to keep reminding myself that you wrote this!"
It makes me tear up remembering it!
When Marie, my 14 yr old daughter said that, I cried too. But that was different. She believes I can do anything! Isn't that why we have kids?
I just have to say how tickled I am that I was able to give my sister something to make her smile and pass a few hours. I know Anthony, her husband, will be thrilled when she is finished with the book because she has most likely closed herself away from the world!
Of which I am honored.
Leah, I am SO thankful you are my sister! You Rock!
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Today was a good day.
What a blast to spend the day with your family! -most of them that is. (Marie was still in Naggs Head :( )
We were asked to deliver our Home Owner's Association Newsletter, so we all got up and ate then went out. What a great two hours of chatting and spending time together out in our wonderful Virginia weather.
We are truly blessed to have a loving family who enjoys spending time together.
We also got the opportunity to meet more of our neighbors. What a fun group we all are.
I am so looking forward to more beautiful days like today! -can you tell I LOVE warm weather?-
I'm off! Marie just got home and we are grilling and eating out by the lake.
Hope you have a blessed weekend.
Andrea
We were asked to deliver our Home Owner's Association Newsletter, so we all got up and ate then went out. What a great two hours of chatting and spending time together out in our wonderful Virginia weather.
We are truly blessed to have a loving family who enjoys spending time together.
We also got the opportunity to meet more of our neighbors. What a fun group we all are.
I am so looking forward to more beautiful days like today! -can you tell I LOVE warm weather?-
I'm off! Marie just got home and we are grilling and eating out by the lake.
Hope you have a blessed weekend.
Andrea
Friday, April 17, 2009
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Josh turns 12 tomorrow!
It is so hard to believe that my little boy will be 12 tomorrow! He is almost a teenager. Yikes!
He is such a fun kid and I take great pleasure in just hanging out with him.
I love to watch him with others because he is a friendly, kind and loving kid. Yes, he is still a wild boy, and probably always will be.
He just loves life.
Happy Birthday Joshie! We love you.
Mom
He is such a fun kid and I take great pleasure in just hanging out with him.
I love to watch him with others because he is a friendly, kind and loving kid. Yes, he is still a wild boy, and probably always will be.
He just loves life.
Happy Birthday Joshie! We love you.
Mom
Yes this photo was taken for his My Space page. Gotta love it!
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
HOA Picnic
Is there a better way to start the Spring Break than with a community Easter Egg Hunt!
Our community came together and had so much fun watching the children search for hidden eggs, compete in sack races, painting faces and be painted, painting ceramic tiles, and sharing eachothers special treats.
It was a great time.
I would like to thank Linda for putting all of this together. And her husband Robert for supporting all the time she spent.
I look forward to many more gatherings!
Blessings
Our community came together and had so much fun watching the children search for hidden eggs, compete in sack races, painting faces and be painted, painting ceramic tiles, and sharing eachothers special treats.
It was a great time.
I would like to thank Linda for putting all of this together. And her husband Robert for supporting all the time she spent.
I look forward to many more gatherings!
Blessings
Friday, April 10, 2009
Thank You to my friends
What a fabulous day!
I love Fridays. There is nothing better than spending a large part of the day with a great friend. Today was my day with Amy.
We aim to have lunch at least once a month and hope for twice a month, but we both are wives of soldiers and at home moms. In other words life can often intrude!
Today we went to 3 Amigos. YUM! I love Mexican food and found this place a few weeks ago. I have an issue with most East Coast Mexican food because it is NOT like Arizona Mexican Food which I grew up with. But 3 Amigos is very close and makes me VERY happy!
We both left 3 Amigos satisfied with the food and the company.
It was such a beautiful day that we then took a long walk around our Big lake.
It really is wonderful to have a special friend who lives so close.
I have been blessed with a few of these special ladies through out my life. Each new home seems to bring a special person I couldn't do without.
Each of you knows who you are and I would like to say a very special "Thank You".
You make my day wonderful.
I love Fridays. There is nothing better than spending a large part of the day with a great friend. Today was my day with Amy.
We aim to have lunch at least once a month and hope for twice a month, but we both are wives of soldiers and at home moms. In other words life can often intrude!
Today we went to 3 Amigos. YUM! I love Mexican food and found this place a few weeks ago. I have an issue with most East Coast Mexican food because it is NOT like Arizona Mexican Food which I grew up with. But 3 Amigos is very close and makes me VERY happy!
We both left 3 Amigos satisfied with the food and the company.
It was such a beautiful day that we then took a long walk around our Big lake.
It really is wonderful to have a special friend who lives so close.
I have been blessed with a few of these special ladies through out my life. Each new home seems to bring a special person I couldn't do without.
Each of you knows who you are and I would like to say a very special "Thank You".
You make my day wonderful.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Some time in my shoes
Today was nuts but so wonderful.
This was the day that I went and did my MONTHLY grocery shopping.
I hit Sams, Wal-mart, and this wonderful Asian market with the freshest produce.
I only do this once a month because I hate grocery shopping. I make up my months recipes using a great program called Shop N' Cook Menu. It even prints out my shopping list! You can check it out at http://www.shopncook.com/. It is a bit costly but SO well worth it. I imported all of my recipes and am able to use my computer when I cook instead of a million different cookbooks.
So back to today. It was great because I know I won't have to do it again for a whole month. Only a quick run for milk and perishables will be needed.
YEAH!
This gives me ALL day tomorrow to work on my Scrapbook Challenge. What fun!
This was the day that I went and did my MONTHLY grocery shopping.
I hit Sams, Wal-mart, and this wonderful Asian market with the freshest produce.
I only do this once a month because I hate grocery shopping. I make up my months recipes using a great program called Shop N' Cook Menu. It even prints out my shopping list! You can check it out at http://www.shopncook.com/. It is a bit costly but SO well worth it. I imported all of my recipes and am able to use my computer when I cook instead of a million different cookbooks.
So back to today. It was great because I know I won't have to do it again for a whole month. Only a quick run for milk and perishables will be needed.
YEAH!
This gives me ALL day tomorrow to work on my Scrapbook Challenge. What fun!
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